Pretty Baby, Stargazing Lady

And out of the darkness you pulled me
It wasn't easy
Blood, sweat and tears bleeding
Your light saved me
Aura shining brightly white
Kiss me until the sun falls
The stars will rise
And we will run the night
Dance with me, pretty baby,
Stargazing lady
Drive me wild and crazy
With those big ocean eyes
And when the cold night air
steals your heat and makes you pale
I'll warm each cheek with a kiss
And bring that warmth and colour to their surface
A moment of bliss in the time of forever
Hand in hand
Side by side
We'll walk
No direction nor fear of loss
Just the comfort of each others company
Walk with me?



and you'll be the one living in my forever with me

Mystery Woman

To my mystery woman
who I've never met
she brings a smile to my face
with each and every text.
A picture message here,
a voice note there.
A giggle hanging on a thread;
she cuts loose with the next words to be read

I don't know your smile,
nor have I seen the colour of your eyes.
Unaware of your gestures;
In this textual world, my anticipation festers

Left to my imagination;
a sweltering figment..
burst from its infinite depths
and show me exactly my creation

Go for the Hurt

Lying on the floor black and blue
My selfish side cries out
My inner weakness will control you
That's what happens when eyes lie
When smiles fade and tears fall
Blood paths burst with bits of Hurt meant for
you
My walls can't be pierced when I'm in fight or flight mode
Wrong or right
This heart locked tight
Grasping my last bit of light You can't touch.
I won't be captured
I won't be caged again
I know how to hit. My words
slapping hard.
I know the look of disgust and how to wear it.
I know how to tear you down and just how long to keep you there.



If only that were me. I won't ever hurt you. Just stop hurting me.

terrorize my night

And out of the darkness you crawl
dragging these nightmares to the surface
threatening my fantasies
with the reality of nothingness




"the dark shifts away from itself and light invades it and conquers"

-James Frey

these tears could fill pages upon pages
of the pain this life carries of missing you
its been so long
and this hurt feels like yesterday
your laugh just an echo now
your smile a faded torn photograph in my memory
this pain is the only fresh thing I know of you
hold me tight
intoxicate me with old scents
and smother me with your kisses
let them linger
I'll carry them with me forever
its all that I've got
Please don't ever leave me

beautifully abstract message

Unchain my heart through it all breaking more than melody, beach baby. Forgive me when love takes over, red and blue, you've got that dirtee love. Tonight 2-1 , you're a symbol in my driveway. So run this town, knockout, like a free bird in the front row, 100 round the bends into your hideout. Life is better, like the girl and the robot, you've changed the everlasting gaze so dance with me.



nobody can understand this robot boy

FUCK I hate passwords!