these tears could fill pages upon pages
of the pain this life carries of missing you
its been so long
and this hurt feels like yesterday
your laugh just an echo now
your smile a faded torn photograph in my memory
this pain is the only fresh thing I know of you
hold me tight
intoxicate me with old scents
and smother me with your kisses
let them linger
I'll carry them with me forever
its all that I've got
Please don't ever leave me

beautifully abstract message

Unchain my heart through it all breaking more than melody, beach baby. Forgive me when love takes over, red and blue, you've got that dirtee love. Tonight 2-1 , you're a symbol in my driveway. So run this town, knockout, like a free bird in the front row, 100 round the bends into your hideout. Life is better, like the girl and the robot, you've changed the everlasting gaze so dance with me.



nobody can understand this robot boy

FUCK I hate passwords!

the People: Reign Over Me

Let it bend before it breaks
in my angst I will relax
and I'll remit but I wont give in
to your selfish grin and
your evil pull in this great wide world;
you can't win
try as you may lose as you must
'cause my heart and soul has strength
and my smile is contagious
my love, addictive
the world needs this
shelter from the storm
together we'll carry on
into the eye until it passes by
the weak grow stronger
the strongest weaken
I will rise above
and shake the shit out of your dumb
so you shall succumb to the greatest power that has yet to reign;
the people
and when all your steeples have fallen in
and your religion no longer can convince
this world to rage forward with senseless war
then we shall find our peace, inner and world
divided we fall
come, take my hand
and united the people will eventually stand



Reign Over Me
Take me as I am
Accept me for who I'll be
Judge not Ye who falters onto thee

I am Still

Every lie within me is one beautifully kept secret
Like a ribbon tied tightly around my ring finger
I remember not to slip
To slip into an abyss of this dangerously unforgiving world
I falter but I show no signs
My seams tied tightly on the surface
Took years of building these fragmented pieces to portray this
the fear of the rage and the anger has subsided
almost only a figment of my imagination
until it sneaks up that dark pathway to my heart
cuts the cord and trips me in the nerves
but that is okay because
I have learned and I am still learning
I know that when it hurts that I can cry because
I have cried and I am still crying
and when someone so near to me is lost momentarily in time and held in distance
I know that
I have grieved and I am still grieving
In my past when i felt that I
I had died on the inside
that was only because
I have died and I am still dying..
But I also know that when I smile on the outside and I feel it in my heart so intensely that it brings tears to my eyes..
I know that I have lived and I am still living.

In Your Eyes

In your eyes I see me for what I am
For what you make me believe.
I am greater than the greatest,
Far prettier than the girl in the mirror lets me see.
A smile that can move mountains.
Strength that can pick me up and all that hath fallen around me.
A voice that can soothe a crying baby.
A whisper that can silence the gods.
In your eyes you show me that I can be whatever I want to be in this great wide world.
At the very ends of my finger tips
is the end of hungry kids and the promise of world peace
No more poverty on the streets with every pace and beat of my feet
In your eyes I am limitless possibility.

From the bottom to the top of my heart and the depths of my soul
Is a love for someone I never knew I could find again.
But your eyes found it.
You pulled the love I have in me and surfaced it.
And now I am yours.

In my eyes you are perfect.
In my heart you are stained.
In my soul you are etched.
On my mind you are a constant.
Within my everything, you are forever.

Missing Your Lips

hope floats upon tiny wings that keeps my heart fluttering
from winter through to spring
tripping over my shoestrings you break my fall with your lips
your taste still lingers